Innsbruck & EscapeRoom
Hello, random flavor text here:
I have been in a very weird state of mind lately, and some of it you've heard about, and some you haven't. A lot of it was rather existential, loneliness, friendship, future life plans related.
By going through such an ordeal, I've realized a lot of things about myself, my life, and the people in it. I have done some mistakes, and have suffered the consequences of them. But the more important thing is that I have realized that these were my mistakes, and have learned to avoid them in the future.
I still suffer from a low social intelligence/experience, not being able to read the situation, or another persons energy properly. We learn as long as we live!
Exciting and scary things are about to happen in my life, and the recent events have made me doubt every decision I made in the past 16 months.
In addition to everything that is happening, I am turning 29 soon, and I am starting to feel a social pressure to get my life affairs in order by 30.
All these things put together are making me feel anxious, afraid, happy, excited, terrified, lonely, friendly, loving, loved, selfish, grateful, motivated, depressed, and most of all: permanently nauseous.
Life.
It's happening.